Times have changed

I remember when I was young. I always wanted to be many things. I wanted to be everything from an inventor to a lawyer. It was always different. I realized that I had a few gifts while growing up. I was able to catch on to things quick, and was able to learn how to do anything I put my mind to. I remember making small robotic cities, and creating radios that are powered by potatos. I would always try new things. I loved experimenting with electronic devices. I was a very happy child. I remember darker times later on, though even then I was able to cherish my hobbies. I would take apart computers and laptops and rebuild them. Working with applications and different network commands. I have always been one for trying new experiments that would make me curious to try others.

Hopefully I'll figure out what I need to do next. I'm not that child anymore. I need to put everything together and move forward. I always feel inspired when i think of how I was as a child. Sometimes I feel disappointed in myself as well. I think that I need to create that energy again. It doesn't die. I just needs to be brought out again.

I look forward to good things before this year is over. I need to be the creator of inspiration. I cannot rely on any other person.